Mind, blank. Heart, beating so fast.

I missed you so much...

Yet, whenever I see you,
Heart starts beating like hell,

My mind turns blank,

Could not thought of anything to say...

Once, I old my self, "If I ever had a chance to talk to you, I would do anything...".

Yet, nothing came out from my mouth...
I feel so pathetic and useless...

Freedom at last(?)........

At last, I went out for an outing with my friends.

It's Hong's birthday!! :D
We went to Tutti fruitti to celebrate his birthday. (It was actually my first time there. xD)
Also went to a book fair. Somewhere in Puchong? I bought 3 books. Like usual, FANTASY books. :D

The world's so small. Why? Coz I met Chee Kong!! And it's in PUCHONG(?)!!

Anyways,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KUM PENG HONG!! :D

Thanks for everything you've done!! :D Have an awesome birthday!! :D

Freedom...

Mom, dad, I really want my freedom...

I understand when you don't allow me to go out before this because exams are near.

Now, exams are over... I think I deserve to go out...

I know, you guys need someone to help out at work. I will. But at least give me some time since it's just after exams.

Stop saying big brother this did this, did that, worked when he was at my age, or something else as excuses. Big brother and I are two different people. We both have different thoughts and personalities.

Stop comparing me with him.

So what if he worked when he was at my age? Do I have to be like him? Why didn't you name me after him and add then add 'Junior' at the end? Why can't I be who I want to be and do what I want?

Don't say I live a better life now compared to his, last time. The past is the past. Besides, It's his past, not mine.

You said when I go out, I tend to turn bad. But did I?

NO.

You guys need to have more faith in me...

All I'm trying to say is, I'm old enough to take care of myself and I deserve a bit more freedom than this...

I don't wanna spend all my youth working. I wanna spend my youth having fun.

I'll work hard when the time comes...

FREEDOM...