Ok. I screwed up...

YES.
Exactly.
I screwed up.

I've always wished to transfer to SMKDJ.
Finally I can.
But I changed back to my old school.
JUST BECAUSE OF MY ****ED BRAIN.
WHAT THE **** WAS I THINKING?!?!

When I was there, I kept thinking...
"shit... I can't study... I can't get used to this..."
WTF?!?! All transfer students think like that on the first few days....
WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME?!?!?!

Now, I can't go back...
I can't just tell my parents, "I want to transfer back to DJ."
They're already so full of stress and so busy...
How can I bring myself to say that?
It's just too selfish...

Now, I'm stuck here.
I can't see my old friends like last time again...
I can't do anything else now but to wait till next year to transfer again...
But, I need new reasons...
Shit...

That's all... cya...

Updates!!

Sorry for not updating for such a long time!! D: Been busy..... with my new computer!! WOOOHOOOOO~~~!!
I got 7As for my EXAM!!
AHAHAHAHA!!
YES!!

I've waited for around 5 DAMN YEARS!! And now, finally, I get my own new personal I7 Core Processor Computer specially for gaming purposes!!

TO ALL WHO THINKS I CAN'T STUDY, I SHALL NOW RUB MY EXAM RESULT SLIP ON YOUR ******* FACES!! XP

Aaaahh.... regarding my previous post, I think I'm gonna move on seeing as she's so happy already.

TIME TO BE MYSELF ONCE AGAIN!!

Oh yeah, I already submitted the form to transfer school. Hopefully I'll get accepted as I got 7As(?).

So, THIS IS ALL!! GTG PLAY MY HIGH GRAPHIC GAMES!!
CYA!!

Painful....

I was looking forward to staying at the apartment....
I was very excited....
Until I heard the news....

I might look I'm fine....
I might look like I'm ignoring you....
But the truth is, it's so painful that I'm barely able to face you....

It's painful but I don't blame you....

Just be happy.... :')

Did you come here after reading my post in facebook? XD

Mind, blank. Heart, beating so fast.

I missed you so much...

Yet, whenever I see you,
Heart starts beating like hell,

My mind turns blank,

Could not thought of anything to say...

Once, I old my self, "If I ever had a chance to talk to you, I would do anything...".

Yet, nothing came out from my mouth...
I feel so pathetic and useless...

Freedom at last(?)........

At last, I went out for an outing with my friends.

It's Hong's birthday!! :D
We went to Tutti fruitti to celebrate his birthday. (It was actually my first time there. xD)
Also went to a book fair. Somewhere in Puchong? I bought 3 books. Like usual, FANTASY books. :D

The world's so small. Why? Coz I met Chee Kong!! And it's in PUCHONG(?)!!

Anyways,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KUM PENG HONG!! :D

Thanks for everything you've done!! :D Have an awesome birthday!! :D

Freedom...

Mom, dad, I really want my freedom...

I understand when you don't allow me to go out before this because exams are near.

Now, exams are over... I think I deserve to go out...

I know, you guys need someone to help out at work. I will. But at least give me some time since it's just after exams.

Stop saying big brother this did this, did that, worked when he was at my age, or something else as excuses. Big brother and I are two different people. We both have different thoughts and personalities.

Stop comparing me with him.

So what if he worked when he was at my age? Do I have to be like him? Why didn't you name me after him and add then add 'Junior' at the end? Why can't I be who I want to be and do what I want?

Don't say I live a better life now compared to his, last time. The past is the past. Besides, It's his past, not mine.

You said when I go out, I tend to turn bad. But did I?

NO.

You guys need to have more faith in me...

All I'm trying to say is, I'm old enough to take care of myself and I deserve a bit more freedom than this...

I don't wanna spend all my youth working. I wanna spend my youth having fun.

I'll work hard when the time comes...

FREEDOM...