=D

Yo yo yo!! Started Ragnarok Online again!! They got new third jobs: Rune Knight, Royal Guard, Warlock, Genetic ETC ETC. Went out with my friends on Monday and Tuesday to watch a show. We went to Tropicana City on Monday around 9pm to watch Rapunzel but the seats were full and we had to go to plan B. We went to Lydia & Edalene's house to give the RO client that I downloaded. Then went to Hua Jen's house and play tortoise. I mean the card game. I got the card every time the game starts but I didn't lose in the end. XD It was my brother, hua jen and peng hong. THE TORTOISE!! XD Hua Jen got it twice!! Pawned. XD We played for about 1 hour I think. Then made another outing on Tuesday to watch Rapunzel at 1 Utama. Then go back home. The next day, we watched Rapunzel. It rocks. The movie's about a girl whose hair is so freaking long that it can carry her so-called mother up the tower. She is actually the lost princess of a kingdom whose people loves the King, Queen and herself a lot. blah blah blah. Don't wanna spoil the movie. Go watch yourself. The show ended at about 11.30pm. OMG. Time for me and my bro to go home. =( I wanted to stay longer but can't coz no one will be able so fetch us back to Sunway. That' it for the outings. There might be another 1 VERY soon. =D YAY. Oh yeah, I killed the YIAN KUT-KU in monster hunter 4 TIMES already!! WOOT!! It's a lesser wyvern. O,O. Btw if you guys wanna play RO too, go to this server and play with me.http://www.register.intense-ro.net/ . (Im gonna be RUNE KNIGHT soon) That's all. CYA

Tadaima~~!! Blog!!

Phew, finally my blog is being updated. I stopped blogging for quite some time already. I came back and started blogging because of a few matters. I got bored at first. Went to facebook, check out my status and notifications, then comment on some things. Then I visited some of my friend's blogs. Very interesting blogs. Got myself convinced to start blogging again. Here I am. Posted some of my sad times. I wondered at myself, why I keep posting this kind of things??? Readers are gonna get fed up with my emo posts. So I'm gonna post some happy stuff. or maybe some game achievements? Haha that's all. Cya all.

Nande.....?

Why..... I feel so disappointed at my parents.... All they think of me is that I'm a disobedient son. During my final year exam, I was in the room studying harder than I usually did. But they thought I was playing or sleeping inside. My results came out and they finally realized that I was really studying. Yes, I didn't care about it anymore. But today, I helped them to take care of the counter today till 8pm something and it was my bro's turn. I went into the room and played my uncle's PS2. Then my parents came and told me to go out and continue take care of the counter. They said my brother has to study because his exams are coming. My brother told me that he didn't bring his books to study. So he was not going to study today. I told my mother what he said. At first they thought he was going to study when I am going to take care of the counter. I would if he really is going to study. But he wasn't going to. My parents scolded me. So now, I'm at the counter when I'm posting this. What I'm trying to say is that when I'm STUDYING, they think that I'm PLAYING or SLEEPING. When my brother is PLAYING or SLEEPING, they think he's studying. GREAT. What do they think of me? I don't blame my brother. I feel REALLY DISAPPOINTED at my parents. What do you readers think? That's all, cya.

One word: Haiz....

Why my school so many dramas one? Now a girl got slapped. 3 times in the face, from what I heard. By some seniors. Everyone said she deserved it and hates her. Some of them last time oso ok ok with her. Now, all show true colours. Why make such a scene? It's not like it's very nice oso. Exam oso coming edi. I really got no time to talk about such things. I need to study. Get high scores. Then get a new COMPUTER!! Everytime play games oso got laggy. SIEN. I want a new computer... Btw anyone knows how to fix the windows media player codec problem? Please tell me if you know....... I can't listen to mp3 files now.... btw, did you realize that the title is three words and not one word? I bet you didn't. XD CYA.

Mou Ikkai.... yamero kudasai....

I'm really upset with one person. He/She really hurt my friend a lot. TOO much. Seriously.... I might slap him/her one day. Keep playing with his/her feelings. And my brother/sister some more. I don't wanna tell who is it. Not gonna tell clues. But you know who you are and what you did. One day the same thing might happen to you. >:(

NAN DA KORE?!?!?!

The title is just random. The only short title name I can come up with. XD Btw, my friends now going straight forward with each other to tell each other what they don't like bout each other. Btw I'm neutral. As I said in school, I am Neutral. Monopoly version,

Chan Weng Fatt is Neutral property.

Not for sale,

not for buy,

not for mortgage,

not for upgrade.

I am just a spectator. Watching what is happening from the shadows. They were very close and best friends. But one of them just changed a lot. From what I heard. IT'S CHAOS!! Everything was fine.... Until that very day. KABOOM. Their relationship changed a lot. Sad thing. Today, my class was on EMO. Not me. XD There were people upset, crying, pissed, sad. Still can't beat me, the EMO KING. XD When I emo that time, don't play play. XD I guess this is all? My posts are getting shorter.... =,=ll btw CYA

(o_o)

This is bout my life. After a long time of not blogging. few months already right? Haha.... My blog doesn't have many visitors already.... sad.... but its my own fault for not updating. Can't blame them. School life has been ODD.... First, EMO, then HYPER, then EMO, then HYPER~~~!! LMAO!! Everyday go to school, see people so happy. How bout me? Alone. A lone wolf. Emo King. Emo kid. Whatever you wanna call me. I feel so left out... Sometimes I talk to friends, trying to be friendly, but in the end, it's either I made them angry, annoyed or pissed. Or maybe sad. OR maybe irritated. That's why I chose to be EMO. Well, I AM emotional. I cry easily. People just can't see... I stop my tears from flowing down. So that others don't sympathies me. I don't like to be a pitiful person. I rather become an invisible human being than being pitiful. I do want friends to be there for me and with me. I'm human. Although sometimes, I hate being human. Coz, the world is like this, full of pollution, 2012 thing coming is caused by HUMANS. Filthy... There are others out there that feels the same as me. LEFT OUT. Not Left for dead. or left for dead 2. Life's harsh on me. I guess this is all. CYA.

The poem for English.....

The Penitent

I had a little Sorrow,

Born of a little Sin.

I found a room all damp with gloom,

And shut us all within.

And "Little Sorrow, weep," said I,

"And little Sin, pray god for death,

And I upon the floor will lie,

And think how bad I've been!"

Alas, it matters not a wit,

As far as gloom went in that room,

The lamp might have been lit.

My little sorrow would not weep,

My little Sin would go to sleep,

To save my soul I could not keep,

My helpless mind to it!

Holidays

My last two weeks school holidays were awesome although quite boring. The first week's Monday,

Hong Leng Kee, Tan Ji Shern, David Law, Damian Chin, Jen Nam Low, Jun Wei, Colin Tan, Bryan Goh, Gerard, Justin Ng and Wai Hong and me went to Sunway Lagoon for an outing and my birthday. It ROX. And then after that I played "The Black Road" (warcraft 3 map) with my bro almost the whole week coz it rocks. Saturday I went Karate class with my bro after a few weeks we didn't go. AND because we long time didn't go edi, our muscle PAIN LIKE HELL!! But it's worth it. And I haven't finish my Sejarah project. So, DIE. btw i'm doing it now. Almost done. Theeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen on Sunday, I went digital mall with my bro and dad. Format my Samsung omnia. Bought two games: Supreme Commander and Sims 3: Worlds Adventure expansion pack. ROCKS!! Btw, sorry readers, I so looooooooooong didn't update. Was dead anyways........... so i think that's all. Gonna update often. That's all, Cya!!

Fuck it..........

Fuck life......I really feel like dying already. At home, my fucking parents can't stop fighting and keep releasing anger on me. When I can't stand them, I go to school. Meet friends. But, FUCK THEM TOO!! (except for some of them). Life just sucks for me. I hate my family, I hate my schoolmates, I hate the fucking teachers. And most importantly, I HATE LIFE!! I wanna suicide, but that's a sin. Which i will never do. FUCK IT!! I really wanna run away from all this bullshit. But I can't. This world is too harsh. Humans' minds are fucked up. SOHAI. I hate ALL OF IT!! SHIT!! FUCKERS!! BITCHES!! I can't trust anyone else now. All I can trust is myself!! I try to smile and think positive about life. But I can't. The second I wanna do it, MY FUCKING FAMILY GETS IN MY FUCKING WAY AND MADE MY LIFE FUCKED UP!! AND SOME FUCKING ANNOYING BITCH FROM SCHOOL FUCKED MY LIFE UP TOO!! SCREW IT!! I gtg for now.

Five Fingers~~~!!

Yea~~~~~!! Five Fingers is a group made by me, and my friends. First, our english teacher was like lecturing us about our mistakes.....then after that, she found out that all five of us always do the same mistakes. And then she said something like this, "Five of you, always do the same mistakes. Hmm.....five people.....exactly five fingers." AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAnd so this is how it all started. XD Oh yeah, we made a blog too. http://thefivefingers-sweetnsour.blogspot.com/ Please visit often. ^,...,^ That's all for now, cya.

UVERworld!!

HAHAHAHA

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

I SIAO LIAO!! XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

HEADS UP!!

I just found out something new today. Today is an emo day!! Alrite, here's how I found out. Went to school today. I started worried bout something. And so started emo-ing. I thought I was the only emo-ing but a few of my friends were emo-ing too. LOLZ. And so, 24th of MARCH IS EMO DAY. Oh yeah, I remember that my old friends used to call me emo king. lolz. XD. I think tomorrow I'm gonna go CRAZY, BERSERK, HYPER!! So, careful. This is all, cya!!

From my email....

This is Malaysia - What a True Malaysian Should Know

NATIONAL EXCUSE FOR HAIR LOSS:
Ajinomoto

NATIONAL INSTANT FOOD:
Maggi Mee

NATIONAL BREAKFAST:
Nasi Lemak

NATIONAL LUNCH:
Nasi Ayam

NATIONAL SUPPER:
Roti Canai & Teh Tarik

NATIONAL EXCUSE FOR BEING LATE:
Traffic Jam

NATIONAL CONDOM:
None. Most Malaysians still feel embarrassed buying condoms.
So they rushed into a 7-11, hurriedly grab the nearest pack, any pack, pay and leave before the cashier can even blink an eye.

NATIONAL FRUIT FOR INDUCING MENSTRUATION:
Pineapple

NATIONAL APHRODISIAC DRINK :
Stout.. Many Malaysian men swear by it. But then after a few pints they start swearing at everything.

NATIONAL FAKE ILLNESS FOR GETTING MC (MEN):
Food Poisoning

NATIONAL FAKE ILLNESS FOR GETTING MC (WOMEN):
Menstrual Pain

NATIONAL EXCUSES GIVEN BY WOMEN WHEN REFUSING SEX:
Headache, kids not asleep, maid not asleep,mother-in-law around, early appointment, food not digested yet, aircond not cold enough, aircond too cold, nail polish not dry yet, forgot to take the pill, sleepy, stomach cramps, period, haven't remove make-up, haven't shower, no water supply, going to watch 'Santa Barbara', depress, no mood, etc...

NATIONAL EXCUSES GIVEN BY MEN WHEN REFUSING SEX:
None. Malaysian men never refuse sex.

NATIONAL CURE FOR DIARRHOEA:
Cap Kaki Tiga. Down one bottle with warm water and you are all 'dried up'.

NATIONAL CURE FOR HEADACHES :
Panadol. The 'cure for all'. If it fails we have another secret weapon - Tiger Balm.

NATIONAL CURE FOR NAUSEA:
Moh Fah Kor.

NATIONAL CURE FOR DIZZINESS:
Minyak Angin Cap Kapak.

NATIONAL CAUSE OF DIZZINESS (FOR YUPPIES):
Happy Hours.

NATIONAL INSTANT CURE FOR DIZZINESS (FOR YUPPIES):
The sight of a police road block.

NATIONAL RICE COOKER:
NATIONAL Rice Cooker

NATIONAL RUBBISH DUMP:
Anywhere. As long as it is not your house.

NATIONAL MOST MIS-PRONOUNCED NAME:
Carrefour. Sometimes even pronounced as Carry 4!

NATIONAL ANSWER FOR 'WHERE ARE YOU’?
- on the way.

NATIONAL OFFICIAL TIME FOR BEING LATE:
- 10 minutes

NATIONAL REASON FOR PRICE INCREASE:
Petrol naik lagi kawan... semua barang pun kena naik ler... inclusive chicken meat?

NATIONAL REASON FOR PETROL INCREASE:
Still cheaper than other country la....

NATIONAL EXCUSE FOR CAUSING TRAFFIC JAM:
there was accident on the other side of the road.. of course must slow down and tengok-tengok, kaypoh-kaypoh lah!

NATIONAL REASON WHEN REJECTING INVITATION:
'I got some work to do la…u all go first la..'

NATIONAL REASON FOR COLLAPSED BUILDINGS & LEAKY PARLIAMENT ROOFS:
An act of God. Definitely nothing to with greased palms and poor quality control. Nope, none whatsoever.

NATIONAL EXCUSE FOR IRRESPONSIBLE POLITICAL STATEMENTS:
None. We were misquoted.

NATIONAL MINISTERIAL REASON FOR INCREASING TOLL RATES :
Orang cakap mau naik mesti mau naik lah! Lu ingat ini jalan saya punya bapak punya kah?!

NATIONAL REASON FOR HAVING BIG ONION DOMES ON TAXPAYER FUNDED PUBLIC BUILDINGS :
Dunno. It's not as if we're anywhere near the middle east.

NATIONAL REASON FOR SPURNING BAILOUT PACKAGES FROM FOREIGN CAR COMPANIES:
We're about to unveil another badly designed low budget car, which, coupled with our notorious customer service and corporate mismanagement, will see us bankrupt again
within the next 5 years. And so we have absolutely no need for the Germans and their silly car-making and market-positioning knowhow, thank you very much.

NATIONAL EXCUSE FOR JUMPING QUEUE (TRAFFIC JAM OR WHAT EVER QUEUE):
Everybody doing what lah.......

NATIONAL EXCUSE NOT PAYING SAMAN ACCORDING TO DUE DATE:
Relax ler... government will give discount one of these days

NATIONAL EXCUSE TO BRIBE (ANY CONDITION):
Give them minum kopi lar...

A few among many reasons I want to transfer school.

Simple Plan - Welcome to my Life
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Yes.
Do you ever feel out of place?
Yes.
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
You're right. NO ONE understands me. Except for some of them.....
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Yes.
Do you lock yourself in your room?
Uhm, sometimes...
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
NOPE...

No you don't know what it's like
Yes, I know.
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
I 100% know.

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Harlo, the same thing happened to me.
Welcome to my life
Thx.

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Sometimes.
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
VERY!!
Are you desperate to find something more?
Yes.
Before your life is over
Of course la. Or not wait till I die meh?
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Not really. Just stuck inside a school I hate.
Are you sick of everyone around?
Some of them. Not all.
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
.....*sob*

No you don't know what it's like
How many times must I say? I KNOW WHAT IT'S LIKE!!
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
I said.....I KNOW!!

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
I KNOW!! I KNOW!! I KNOW!!
Welcome to my life
Thx.

No one ever lied straight to your face
A lot.
No one ever stabbed you in the back
Who say? Few times liao lor.
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Of course la, you happy. Being a famous singer not happy? Siao la.
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Go to hell. It's my hard work.
Never had to work it was always there
I put so much effort yet you say this?
You don't know what it's like, what it's like
I KNOW!!

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)
See? You also don't know. Yet you say I don't know. Tsk tsk tsk.

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
I know.....I know..... trying to give me mental problem is it?

Welcome to my life
Thx.
Welcome to my life
I hear you.
Welcome to my life
I am not deaf. No need to repeat so many times.

Awesome CNY holidays!!

Woooooooot~~~ this year's Chinese New Year holidays ROCKS!! First of all, Happy Chinese New Year to all and... ang pau lo lei. This year my family didn't go overseas. Instead we went shopping together. Btw, me and my bro went REDBOX (karaoke) with my cousins. It's dam nice (although my singing is not that good....). Went for twice in a week. Pro leh? Oh yeah, on thursday (Ashley Yee's birthday) went ice skating. Went there at about 2pm. NO ONE there. Kena ffk..... Then after that, [Blah blah blah]. Bought 5 new ps2 game and got 1 more free. Very nice games. So, school's about to start, bad news. Good news, NONE. sien. Ok, guess this is all. Cya.

Which is better?

VS

Hyper!!

This is so random.... I've been hyper these few days. In case you don't know what 'hyper' means super wild & energetic. More like crazy!! Btw, I am confuse.... about who I like.... I don't know whether I like her or not!! I DON'T KNOW!!Oh yeah, I think I might gonna tackle her. MIGHT!! FYI, I don't like ******* anymore!! PLS!! STOP TALKING ABOUT IT!! Not confirm.... I'm getting fed up..... I am not pissed but it's getting annoying. And someday, I might be pissed off. Hmm, lets get bak to 'hyper'. Well, I went to facebook and checked the daily horoscope and it said the same thing. Here;

"You're having another high-energy day, Gemini, during which your popularity is a little stronger than usual. At the same time, little things you notice may be making you feel uncomfortable. What you are feeling is that there are things going on behind the scenes right n...ow: alliances may be forming and working towards their own advantage. You need to keep your personal plans to yourself right now, at least until you've lined up support and are ready to put those plans into action. Once you've established your network, don't put personal interest above that of the group."

OK!! well, I guess that's all for today's post. CYA!!

Life......

So long already I haven't post anything on my blog.... Hmmm..... well I'll talk about my life. First, my life in school. It's not that bad compared to last year. Well, joined my friend's "Gang". Got invited by my friend, Ji shern. Most of you in DJ might know him. Started doing my homework in school. Last year I didn't do a lot.... coz of Ji Shern keep on talking to me. I still miss those in DJ.... I really want to go there too.... Last year I didn't ask my parents to help me transfer because I fear that they might scold me.... my results are also not that good somemore... So, I might try to ask them help me transfer this year. Well, IF I really feel like going... Some things are in my mind. Like, will those in DJ avoid me if I go? Will they continue to treat me like like last time? Will they think different of me? And I have a place in my current school.... Will I be the same if I go to DJ? It's been so long since I contacted them... except for Lecus.... There's one thing I feel whenever I'm in Taman Sea. That is, I still don't belong there. I belong in DJ. My life is there. The hole is there, waiting for me to fill it. In Taman Sea, not many knows about my pasts. Not many understands how I feel. Those who are in DJ are close to me than those in my current school. But that's what I think. I don't know what you guys might think. So.... I'm confused. Hmm.....this topic is getting depressing.... let's change since I want to make this post long. Oh yeah, I went to Hatyai, Thailand. It was nice. The currency there is RM1 = 10 bucks. Bought a wallet and a shirt there. The pasar malam is extremely crowded. It was fun. Well, I can't call anyone there because of the calling fee. Damn expensive. This is boring.... let's talk about something else. Game? I played Mini Ninja. Haven't finish yet. Bought Dragon Age but couldn't install because my DVD ROM got something wrong. So have to be patient untill my father gets it changed. Oh yeah.... I cut my hair. Damn ugly. So, I have to spike it. FYI, I've been using facebook now. That caused me to be lazy to post in blogger. But I will still update my blog incase it becomes dead. Oh, it's already dead. -Ressurection Initiating- . LOLZ!! Well, those in DJ, DO contact me. If you don't know my phone number, go for my E-Mail address. terrabi@hotmail.com incase you don't know. Well, I guess this is all. Lastly, help me revive this dead blog. See ya. ;-)